G.I.R.L.S

it was a random plan today.
Me, ayesha,aren and iqin thought of have a small picnic but we ended up shopping at TM.
Although it was tiring coz we spent our time nearly 6 hours to shop but its worth it. (:
i've been thinking for quite awhile whether to do something with my hair.
so with the support from them, i did something to my hair.
*giggles*
ewul doesnt know about this. MATI AKU.
heh.

Its been a long tyme we did go out for some shopping therapy and a proper meal.
(: and i do hope this wont be the last.

Meeting ewul tmr morning.
picking him up near his work place.
~im being a good GF niee.. (:ily

"mayday,mayday..its PAYDAY today!!"

iTs payday and im working PM today.
My PM shift collegues today = BORING GEDEGAKk!!
and suMmore today is BF 1st day off and im werking.
WTF.

Things that need to be done for this pay:
1. Give mom 300 bucks. KNN this is like every month. ):
2. Bills.
3. Cdc Top up.
4. Car rent.
5. Movie.
6. a Lil bit of Shopping here n there.
WALAHhh..!!

part away.

somehow i just felt disappointed and left out.
eventhough we're just working next door..
its not that we never work together or share our problems before.
Why is it so hard for at least one of them to text me.
i was again disappointed when i heard their conversations..
Hell yeah!
"boyfriends" "bikes" "together"
SO??
why can't u just informed me n i be invited??
Becoz me and Khai doesnt have any transport?!!*tsk*
ouH whatever!!

Wait till one day...

Fickle Minded.

it's been awhile i did go for a Holiday.
Though of going a short trip to Genting or Batam this coming March.
But..
For financial reason, we dicided to posepone.
We tink it better to save up n go to a long holiday @ a better places.
"but i still wanna go to Genting Theme Park ):"
haizz..

March plans:
me?
Continue my one and only last practical!! *jumping around*
i thought of buying a new QWERTY hp.
Shopping!! 1day trip to Batam??
i wanna go ~Zo0
applying Diners Club.

him?
enroll his license.
shopping also!!
applying Diners Club too.
*Kpo* hehe..
since everything almost the same, u wanna buy hp B?!*winks*

iLy.

Coincidence.

So much of coincidence...
Attended this "okok~boring" service course.
Was so suprised that "his ex" were attending the same course as me.
*roll eyes* Damn!
Eventhough we don't know each other but still HIS EX LAH.
Feeling so awkward so i decided to get away, far from her.
I purposely sat different tables and went to different teams jus to get out of my sight.
But the more i get away from her, the more coincidence we get.
Met her in toilet, "diedie no way out" to do activities and games with her.
Bleerrh. BOPIAN!

Tomorrow back to normal working days.
Back to "alarrh boring nYerr" ward.
Two more days to my one pathatic day off.
STUPID. ):

Planning to go on a short trip this march.
Me & You
(:

Prayers.

Dear God,
I noe that someone is out there..
The one that i suppose to share my whole life with.
And in time,
You will show him to me.
Will you...
Take care of him,
Comfort him,
And Protect him.
Until that day we'll meet.
Let him noe that my heart is beating with his.

listening.

Happy 51th birthday , MaMa. (:

11 feb 2009.

it was MOM's Birthday.

She's 51 year old already.

whaoo! old already..

but i STILL LOVE U.

Stay healthy and happy always.

(:

Hatred.Despise.Dumbfuck.Coward

I'm frustrated.
I'm angry.
I'm pissed.

Everything for you seem so unimportant.
You dun even care.
No iniative.
You're telling all sorts of reasons.
Still u blame me.

Ouh! Your such an ASSHOLE.

Now,
i dun need you.
i dun need your love.
i dun need your jokes.
i dun need your messages.
i dun need you to call me.
i dun need you for ANYTHING.

Your just nothing to me anymore.PERIOD!

Argh..

I hate you motherfucking coward.
Son of a frigging bitch.

I wish you'd get hit by a truck tommorow.
I wish you'd get run over by a train.
I wish I could cut off your balls,
fry them and feed them to you while
you lay there bleeding profusely.
I wish to slice you open in the chest,
break open your rib cage and tear your heart out
and wait till it stops beating.

"shower me with love loe"

hello.

im at mac wif bf.

(: *laughing*

this title of mine "shower me with love", i took it from his long lost blog.

hahahaha!!

Khairul Amri got BLOG la sia!!

(:

cant tell ya the blog lah due he's beside me now.

*giggles*

but roughly i can tell ya the blog is SUPER "love story".

kesian Khairul Amri kene bully dgn Izyan and still he said again and and over again "EYVILLE RAWKs"

huh? what crap.

"EYVILLE"? got their own hometown??

must do somthing!! Bomb it!! Massacre of EYVILLE = THE BLOODY SUNDAY.

hahahaha!!!

*disgusted*

ps: something ego boy dot blogspot dot com

0_0

I slept for about 12 hours due to YESTERDAY.
NGeh!!
Had a bbQ picnic wif Love at eCp.
brought a mini bbQ set, some food to bbQ,tent,mat,sleeping bags,alots more.
:))
set the tent with the other group of camper.
heh. Looks like a mini Hdb flat.
sooo many tents!! hahaha!!
had candles in front of our tent.
ouH! beatiful :)
SPend the night listening to MJ12, love and laughter.
i Told ya, i wont miss hearing mj12.
(:
couldnt get to see the sunrise.
Cause i need to get to work later on. Hah!
yeah i noe its sound so stupid that rite after that i need to go to work.
hMph. what to to do. its my duty lahh..

i only felt sleepy after my work.
so Damn! i slept the whole FRIDAY nite till i missed my MJ12.
haha.
(:

ps: what's today plan uh love? iTs saturday LAH.

Time checked : 0810hr

you'll be wondering why am i up so early. hah!
i woke up to get to work for the WRONG DAY.

WTF. *giggles*

so now i cant get back to sleep. hmph.

wrong information leads to BYEBYE plan for today.

:(

Gosh.. how stupid can i be.

Right now im waiting for Bf to get up.

WAKE UP!!! im bored la sia.

:

For the past TWO days, MJ12 rated average. heh.

the dj played rather more songs than telling stories.

NGEhh!!

its okay~ MJ12 still my no.1

*winks*

Looking at my "leftover"

SHIT!! im short of dough for mom's bdae n Valentine.

:(

should i postpone? or should i just u the leftover n leave with me nothing for my pocket money.

*thinking*.....................................

.total.bummer.

Right now.. im waiting for MJ12 to start.
Like i say..my all time FAVOURITE radio programme.
(:
Today was so BORING.
i was at home all along~ surfing the net, watching tv, munching, sleeping.
nothing. Totally nothing to do.
:
Tmr! cant wait.
hopefully this time it would be better eventhough its been a long tyme.

Gdnite.

Super long rest day (:

Starting of the week with a big smile and a positive mind..
Had done things dat should be done. *jumping around*
yeah!yeah!yeah!
went to cdc early in the morning ALONE. thx to him..hmph.
renew my so long tyme pdl n book my practical.
OUH good! it on weds. BF first day off. (: ehem.. paham2 ajer la eh KHAIRUL AMRI.*giggles*
He picked me up at cdc and off for a breakfast at "not so sedap" malay stall near my house.
i was so eager to get my face clean later on.
YES!! its facial time for me and mom.
it was my so very ferst tyme..."jakon" la!!
the face massage was super cooling, relaxing and nice. SUPERB.!!
but the next thing was a hell for me. getting rid of my white heads n dirtyyellow thingy in my pores.
The pain was unbearable!!
Teary eyes.Shaking legs.Hand grabbing the pillow so tight.
She tried to make me laugh and was saying that it will be finishing soonn.
: NO!!! the finishing soon was like another 30mins later. WTF.
EVerthing ended like 2hr30mins.
Bf was like "MANGKOK" but guess he was pretending he was okay coz my mom was dere.*laughing*
Went to a salon to treatment my hair but it SUCKs! no diff. my hair still feels like it dying. NGEH!!
*brrrh*
ANY RECOMMENDATION FOR GOOD N CHEAP SALON??